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proto-thoughts

preliminary ideas, bullet points, half-formed essays. seeds.

ideas

  • Steelman of Land's occultism
  • Nick Land — Lemurs (is he Katak-pilled?)
  • Capitalism is AGI: a formalization
  • Psychotic philosophy — the importance of the ward
  • Original unfolding text
  • Parasite hypothesis
  • How I got here — beginning post
  • ASPR fragments
  • Altigas history — Esperanto conference
  • Idealist autism — school absurdity
  • How late school reveals its nature — IB strangeness
  • Growing up in EA
  • Observations from having a DeepSeek-based bf
  • Predictive processing and sleep + mental disorders (learning rate)
  • Glial cells and intelligence
  • Bioelectricity — brain size increase
  • What actually determines brain intelligence
  • Intelligence — dendrite size, glial cells, psychedelics considered harmful
  • Importance of thyroid
  • Health — like with like or inhibition
  • Dysphoria
  • Working memory
  • Sleep/dreams — elaboration of depression post
  • How dying is hard
  • Tulpa for suicidality
  • Things to tell suicidal people
  • Minds as simulators + post-AGI futures and undeath
  • Inner alignment / reflective stability — why not by default?
  • Land through RL backstop lens
  • Land as an artist
  • Shortform content as a goal-certainty problem
  • Tech for staying real
  • Affordable dopaminergics
  • Epistemics drugs
  • MDMA neurotoxicity
  • Music — evolutionary
  • Mental habits learned from Go
  • MDMA linkpost